A Life Poem

Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...
So...
Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War

Shape Run 2008

8000 women registered within 7 days for this run....Fortunately we are able to catch up the registration yet someone just miss out~~ whole lots of fun from training till actual day....

well....we have to wake up early and I dragged another 2 who did not take part in the run wake up at 5.45am~~ thanks my dearest for sending me there.....and as usual there will be someone came late~~this time i can't scold her as she's our VP...i can't scold my boss~~ lol.....we still able to reach at Esplanade ard 6.50am.......where the crowd just started to build up....I saw lots of Greenie walking ard...

I first experienced "Mobility Washroom" that I have to figure out how to flush the toilet...lol and luckily we queued before the other gals...so everything seems good start. We had free powerbar and started to take pic like others. Well, I'm tempted to bring my camera but at last knew it will be a burden so my best and most useful gadget - my N95 with 5mega pixel and mp3!!!! So with only one device I get to call, take pic and listen to music!! How can we dun salute the person who invented it isn't it~~~after a while, we started to walk into the already crowded starting point..just imagine a huge group of women chi chatting and laughing ard....well...

Finally the MooMoo sister called and found us while the Fitness first hunks teaching the aunties/ladies warm up steps....is kinda funny when you look at all the women happily "dancing" in front of the hunks.....pardon me....then Kell0gg's cheer leaders start throwing each other up to the sky....

then finally, the 10Km started......n poor Kellogg's gals got to performance once again and here we go, the 5Km.....our plan was supposed to walk for a while for warm up....then everyone start running at the starting point, so we have to run....then when I whispering to Moo moo sister that better don look at the camera man else yr pic will be shown all year round for Shape run 2009!! and the best part, once we got near a camera man....my sensitive ears heard "chi cha" - now you on candy camera!!!!!

Amazingly for a moment while I'm running, I was able to look ard those area that we hardly see clearly while we are driving in the town.....well...just for a moment, then we started to run and seriously my mine was just blank....i only know that I should keep going and going.....the worst part is, I did not even check on the time we started and the time I had run...coz I have no idea how long had we run as no idicator showing the distance.....so i can only run and run and run....till my mind is totally blank with nothing~~~

For once I though of slowing down and just walk a fair bit...then mentally I do not allow myself to do that....and you know what....then i arrived at the finished point...clocked in @ 38mins.....not sure abt the official time but I guess the most important thing is I've tried my best...under the condition of tire, flu and lack of training~~~ I would said we had done pretty well...especially Moomoo sister who trained 8 mins for once for this run....lol..impressive!!!!

I don't want to talk abt the planning of the organizer while collecting the goodies as I guess, the run itself would have already cover that part...and I am looking forward for the coming run - GE Run on Oct. Let's train it gals!!!

when u r busy~~~

I must admit that is getting harder and harder for me to keep posting on blogs and my own feeling...as i'm just seems like getting busier again~~~ a lot on hand need to be done...no longer only sales and sales...but also other matters that i never thought of doing like building the fundamental of the system, building a team, building relationship, building MYSELF.....these are all those things that I never thought of....I just hope to be happy go lucky and try to master in what I am now.......

Maybe because I mentally not prepared to be SOMEBODY....or I am not ready to become what ppl expect me to be....I am in dilemma...I wanted a joyful life yet I wanted a successful life too...yet sometimes I found that it maybe take more than the attitute of HARDWORKING.....my beloved DADDY did ever told me that "Work hard, Play hard". The line is quite hard to define...I either work too hard or I play too hard.... :P

So I'm still learning....learning to define the line clearly....learning to be a somebody....learning to be a respectful person....learning to be what I want to be.....yet...what i want to be???? that's a pretty good question for myself....I guess I just think too much...in fact...all of us think too much, that's why the world is so complicated and that is also the beauty of the world....a mixture of cultures, a mixture of races, a mixture of languages, and a mixture of colours~~~~

I guess what i need to learn...is to look more into the strenghts and ignore the weaknesses....no matter to myself or other ppl ard me...learn to be less perfectionist~~~~ YES, that is the most important thing that I need to learn!!!!!

So....Smile more and make the world a better place~~~

Roller coaster

Weather : Cloudy/ drizzly
Mood : Complicated, just like roller coaster

Received a msg today, just like the blackout, totally without any warning....

Confused, shocked, and basically clueless~~~just like thunder strike thru my brain...i can't think~~

how could this happen again?? things that i always dun 1 2 happen, it happens...like Li (my dar) ever told me...."sometimes you just din think too much before u talk and that is very dangerous as ppl dunno u might misunderstood what you mean..." and luckily all these while i have a group of frenz who really know me and always forgive on my misbehavior.

I admit i would felt that its not truely from your heart when speech or behaviour had been planned and beautified....just to please others.....yet in the real big world....there is sth call "Feeling" that needed to be taken extra care....so i guess i hv no choice but to be extra careful with ppl....

I do see sth here : the more you care about the person, you'll be more sentimental when it comes to things related to that person....and minimal tolerate that you can take from this person......and that I can't blame tat as sometimes that is how i treat my bf as well...someone that closest to me.....

No matter how, if that person is truely close and care about u, i believe that they will always forgive us......and I appreciated all these while all my frenz had tolerated my temper and madness and emo...and they forgive~~~and I apologized if I hurt anyone of you unconciously....guess u guys had killed me thousand time in dreams coz just can't throw temper on me....lol

The most important thing I guess is, dun take it for granted....coz you muz hv done sth good in order to get all these good luck..n one day...up to the limit, luck might just gone~~~

life is just like a roller coaster....u r high up in a min, but u will fall in the next.....but keep on hoping for the next high....this is how i look at our frienship as well....keep hoping and one day...miracle will come true!

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just got to write sth abt what was going on these few days....

i do not know how can both of u survive after a long "silent" relationship and keep remembering things happen 6 yrs ago~~ yet i'm glad that you gals did....coz i guess that is all the reason that we met up....haha...to save you gals from the pessimistic and knowing this optimist...haha...u life just changed!!! haha....but serious...i'm not trying to tackle any of you.....no point for me to do that...n that's too tiring to plan and think before you talk to yr frenz....just wasn't my style...

well....i mean that's what i always think, you will never know what happen when u met with certain ppl...and you will never know how would you affect someone's life for what you had done....so i always try to give the best shot....using my true heart to know everyone....well..of course sometimes i might kena shot back (which pretty often...lol) yet doens't mean that we always have this type of ppl ard...so we met for a reason.....that's how i look at it~~~

i do not want to crack all yr codes...i just want everyone of you to be really happy and cheerful and enjoy yr life...your moments....coz that's what life for...isn't it...

this might sounds a bit too over optimistic...but guess we just hv to be that way in order to peacefully enjoy our day in and out....

so...still....no matter wat happen, it will be good things....coz i know after this incident, you would truly believe that there is sth call "Friends Forever".

Back in office~~~

how should i say this...but for my coming 2 yrs in SMN, the very first time i felt so PEACEFUL to come back to office after a biz trip~~ normally these will be the situation:
I'll heard abt stories bitching abt me...then i will have plenty of calls..then i will have to start doing invoices to catch up the sales when i'm not ard...then i will have some mistakes...then i will have hundreds of emails to read and to reply....then...i will be OTing days & nites...

yet....how can i describe this time??? put it this way...i call and check and given comments over the phone...plus a pioneer in the office....well...there it goes...as simple as that...the sales are up to dated...the arrangement are almost done...and for the first time i heard over the phone : all the things u asked for are almost done! well.....of course not all i know....but what i see is all of u finally waking up and learning....yet i felt bad as when i'm ard i got not time to really teach u guys all those things that suppose to pass it over...but no matter how..i am glad.....glad to have u guys back me up when i'm out there fighting and kena wash up side down...lolz....at least i can felt more relax when i'm back....well...i will try my best to let go and let u guys do the things......lol....well...guess is time for me to really become a SALES.......

anyway....i felt good~~~~

I'm Back + Cherish

Finally finally~~~ I'm back in town!!!! lol...i muz bring the happiness back to office..or at least to the gals...but like wat Mr.garlic say...we muz learn how to behave better...behave like a good WORKER...lolz...

The 3 days i am out....not much of thinking as no time....keep entertaining customers kept me bz....but i really miss everyone in the office....n thanks for my little cute adorable rooster...i keep sneezing because too many ppl misses me...lol..i am happy to get flu because of that...:P

it sounds a bit weird when i talk with ultimate da bao over the phone..she is really so cute....never know she will be so shy...~~~*vomit* ......*run-off* but i know she really misses me so much till she wanted to move to our team!!! lol...n i like the shy shy u over the phone....yet....i love the cool cool u.....thou after all is not that cool....(we break the ICE)...and pls...if u got sth better...pls....be the first one n our luck will start...lol....

n my char sao bao...i won't scold you as i can see you had been improving now....keep u bz is really one thing i should keep doing!!! lol....u looks n sounds so diff....gal u look gorgeous when u r serious doing yr work!! lol....i'm so in love~~

of course how can i forget about my Garlic Head~~~he is the one who always try to cover our backside....n give us so many advices.....n i will pray hard hard for you and everyone everyday!!!

oh ya....n the little mushroom who playing hard now in Perth!!! although she always arrow us...but we still love this little sis...

my best "Carslberg" buddy.....we muz keep telling ourself and convince ourself to improve ourself!!!

The "india botak"....muz send him the link so that he can entertain himself and keep update things here...

Just wanna to tell u that I'm so lucky to be surrounded by all these good ppl....we muz had done sth good last life....no matter in the future we are still col or not.....we should be happy to have each other in our life....n we will still keep in touch!!!